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Tuesday, December 29, 2009
maybe sometime is holding you back or you dont't feel the same ways how my feeling toward you .
but give me a chance to love you again and you mine only one.
i know im not the perfect girl, but you meant the world to me.
you still do , everyday i miss and miss you even more and more than anything
i wish we could be together again .
i felt so far away from where we used to be and now where we are standing,
and where do we went before. when's there is no road to get into your heart.
let us have a new start , if there is still a chance.
i thinked im thinking too much ,
when i not suppoesed to be like this.
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2009 is going to come to an end .
it just 2more days to 2010.
i don't know to be happy or upset, cause January is coming.
and result would be release soon.
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many many thing happened for the pass few day.
and ya on Christmas eve i unable to meet up my dear friends
as last minutes i meet up muhdshafiq (L) .
meet him up at civic and we spent time together
somewhere in Singapore. had a wonderful night with him.
he gave me my first 18Th birthday present.
am so touch and appreciate it so much .
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the following day i went to work with him.
had fun working with him.
we smile, we laugh, we joke , we went mad.
but now i guessed it ended and it wouldn't be repeat again.
this is the guy i love and i will be missing himwith the days , he is without in my life.
he is no longer there .
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i will wait -..
for the time we working together
for the time we go many many places with ur bike
for the time we went out with your friends
for the time we went late-night shopping together
for the the time we went watched movie
for the time you came fetch and send me to school
for the time you eat with me again
for the time you teach me how to ride bike
for the time you sleep in my arms
for the time you kissed and hugs me again
for the time you to back in my life again
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i fall too deep and i dont know how to get up again.
real deep .
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sometime in life we have to make a tough decision.
im fear that i choose the wrong path, i dont know.
without he in my life im afraid there no tomorrow.
but now he choose to give up on love, i hope and bless him.
no matter what the future would be like, i hope his is always fine.
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i know he wouldnt be reading this too
but i hope someone would able to tell him how much i need him .
make him understand pls.
meanwhile , i would like to thanks people who are there for me
when im down for the pass few dayS.
now what i have to do was to get up and start moving on...
BEYONCE - BROKEN HEARTED GIRL ........
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Friday, December 18, 2009
i think-ed i have worry too much about small little thing. anyways, i didn't have time to meet up my dear friends,
i have been neglecting them, despite beside working
right now i have nothing to do but to work out of my ass.
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&& on wednesday,
vanessa, fredick and qihong had pay a visit
to visit me while im working.
too many thing had happened, i had learn to loose everything.
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& i must say , i hate this person to the max.
he is suck, an asshole who talked bad my back.
but i dont give a damn to him, he not great !
he is a jerk to me. acting in front of me , pretending he dont know anything
but his the one who actually bastard me behind my back.
anyway, i cant be bother anymore.
say whatever you want to say , cause you will get this as a baoyin!.
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nownow, still thinking to take iphone not?
arghh!
my dimple boy is working and i miss him.
im currently carving for ice-cream..
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Monday, December 14, 2009
LIFE GOES ON ....
firstly, i had quit my office job due to some personal reason
but guessed many people might say I'm too silly to quit.
but never mind, i gain experience working in the office .
it may seen easily but it totally boring .
okay, I'm currently looking for other job, probably cotton on or even thisfashion.
or maybe others . alright, thiviya is now having fun in india.
hahah. hope she is doing well .:)
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as for me
i had tried to give up and forget everything
but i realise it hard to forget but it easy to fell for someone.
i dont know what else i can do, as i know I should move on and let everything
be history and place aside .
i hope he is doing fine , and i do miss him.
but i should listen to LHX ! okay.
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good night then :D
LIFE IS ALWAYS SO COLOURFUL
RAINBOW (:
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009
right now i running away from all the problem i have
been it good or bad.
many people have been giving me their precious advise for the
good and bad thing.
and aliciaKSH was right (her blog)
EVERYTHING HAPPEN WITH A REASON .
and i totally agree with it.
whatever it is,
i think it time for me to learn to give up and
i think it time for me to learn to give up and
be strong to face the reality.
alright, enought of that.
i have been making my dear friends around me ,
worried too much.
i shouldnt be too selfish anymore,
should learn to think about other people feeling.
okay, currently im carving for chocolate :D
i love eating chocolate.
anyways, thiviya is going oversea this coming saturday.
hope she do enjoys herself there
and dont forget me and ain :)
RUN BABY RUN :D
let go GAGA tonight.
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Wednesday, December 2, 2009
It doesn't mean get back, will give you the same happiness.Neither does it mean patching back, will give you the same love you once used to have.
This makes me think a lot, i couldn't even sleep and eat properly.
What's more, even if we still love one another. We can still date and hold on to each other.
But it's just that we can have no status, no possession of you or me.
Okay, is this how it's defined ? Okay, love is just that complicated.
So what if you even go by how you feel.
You won't get what you want either because NOTHING goes smoothly through the way.
It's retarded by how you just feel because you dont think either!
From what i'm saying now, he wouldnt understand it .
LOVE IS JUST A NIGHTMARE TO ME ;(
what should i do ? i need advise.
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Life still goes on, it be 2 days he been ignoring me. i feel so weak now, just feel like giving up and collapsed anytime.
i hope he is doing real fine.
& listen up to that BITCH ZIMA! i DONT GIVE A DAMN TO YOU, WHETHER YOU HAVING A CHILD OF HIS BUT YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO INTERFERE ABOUT US.
SO PLEASE STAY AWAY, YOU CAN BE CHEAP BUT WHO CARE. I DONT CARE AND GIVE THE HELL OF WHO THE ASS YOU ARE. .
anyways, i really dont know what is wrong now.
nevermind!
tomorrow would be a better day ! (:
been busying working on both weekdays and weekend.
didnt have time to spend with my dear peer and friends. feeling stress up but 24hrs just goes by the same speed. it wouldnt be fast or slow each time. anyway, i meet up with VANESSALHX just now. had talked with her, while im texting him and waited for his reply .
really thanks alot for being there for me. :D
2009 is going to say goodbye in another 29days.
and which mean my birthday is coming too (:
wohoo !!! .
im just trying to forget everything
but i really cant. sight! cheer !!!
